I am
When I was younger…
… I was really lean and thin and I was so comfortable with myself. Then people started to tell me I was “oh so thin!” and since I’d never been thinking about my weight before I suddenly lost faith in myself, believing maybe that were tight. But they weren’t, and now, a few years later, I’m what people would say normal weighty, but I hate how I look… Listening to them was the biggest mistake of my life: I’m stuck in an evil circle heading for a serious eating disorder. All I want is to go back to who I once was, I want to be able to wear a bikini without fearing the looks and whispers of others. I feel so fat. I want myself back…
